6.

Wisp rarely leaves my side now.

Sometimes it feels like it always had

As if she never died

Sometimes she reminds me of what I did

Because someone has to remember

and I can't

Even other times she becomes something else

an animal or an illusion, something dark and clawing that is only borrowing Wisp's form

But even if it tears me apart

I appreciate the company.

6.

Today, I saw Wisp.

She was in the laboratory, coat on and elbows deep in something I didn't understand.

She looked up at smiled at me.

Like I had just seen her yesterday.

Like I hadn't watched her die.

"He killed you." I told her.

"No." she said

"You killed me."

5.

I went by where the wreckage of the helicopter should be.

The one the extraction team used.

Nothing was there.

As if it didn't even happen.

And let's face it,

One person alive who personally says it isn't safe

No one would come and get them.

Which means I am far more compromised than I thought.

I wonder how much of this has happened

And how much of this he's made me see.

Extraction team

Failed.

I did warn you.

Reason why I am still alive is unclear.

No move made to kill.

But food is low. It may not need to.

Status

Alive. Barely.

Sustained shoulder wound only physical injury

Hallucinations and missing time frequent

Techniques only mildly effective.

I hear children singing.

Not sure if that's common.

It's a rather sweet melody.

Code Delta

Banshee, lone survivor.

Building in lockdown.

Extraction not suggested.

4.

I'm gone a lot.

I won't apologize for it, I prefer it.

Although what does it really matter if I do die?

None of you know me.

Just that I kill monsters.

Perhaps that's enough,

but I don't really think so.

You can know people for years and still be shot in the back by them.

Or worse, be the shooter.

Like me.

Oh look, personal information.

Just wait, now this whole post is going to be flooded with people telling me they still care

That I'm a good person.

Save it.

I'm not here to make friends.